73. DANCING ON THE MOON

How long will it last

before we touch ground?

How long will it take

before we wake up?

I am now dreaming

We're dancing on the moon

Fancy foot works

A glide on the clouds

Soft angels music

Light gossamer shroud

Upon my shoulders

To shield me from cold

Your hand on my hip

My palm you do hold

Our bodies are swaying

in rhythmic dance

Our breath blend in tandem

A God given chance

I want it to go on

Don't stop it too soon

Let's dance till the dawn

On this silvery Moon....

Oh! I love you so

And that....you must know!

- M@t@Maya ( © 30-03-2009)

72. CUPID'S BOW

Your eyes pierce my very soul

Your smiles color all my days

Your words soothe all my pain

Your messages guide all my ways

Are you a stranger who's lost his way

Who's come by mistake into my dream

Or are you some lost soul gone astray

Looking for fun or a one night steam?

Why have you touched my heart so deep

Like we've been together all the eons

Is this thing we have now really for keeps

Or by tomorrow will it be gone?

Please don't tease my vulnerable heart

Stop fooling around my tired mind

Don't play with my troubled soul

Please be truthful, please be kind

Tell me now, who you are

That you've control my every move

I see your face just everywhere

I hear your voice I feel your love

I still don't know how we've met

Why our paths have crossed some how

Someone has orchestrated this move?

Or is it just an arrow from Cupid's Bow?

- M@t@Maya ( © 25-03-2009)

71. I'LL CARRY YOUR HEART

My Love, I'll carry your heart anywhere I go

So that I'll always remember you

My Love, I'll carry your smile in my darkest moment

To let you know that I love you too

My Dearest, I'll carry your love to the end of the world

And let it shroud me safe from harm and fear

My Dearest, I'll carry your kisses softly upon my lips

To remind me that you're always near

My Sweetheart, I'll carry your dreams upon my brows

And wish that every single one comes true

My Sweetheart, I'll carry your touch upon my breasts

And let my heart beats only for you

My Soul Mate, I'll carry your name next to mine

And show the world that we are done

My Soul Mate, I'll carry your body with so much love

And will carry your child in my body for now we are ONE

My Love, My Dearest, My Sweetheart, My Soul Mate

I promise that I will carry you in everything I do

Till death do us part, till we reach Heaven's Gate

For I shall tell God that I love no one else as much as I love you

- M@t@Maya (© 08-02-2009)

70. OUR LOVE

Like the dew drop clinging to a stalk of grass

in the early morning sun, a jewel of nature

made by God’s hand, like a tear drop

waiting to fall – such was our love

so pure and sacred, untouched

Yet, like the dew drop it was

not meant to last, gone

with the first sun ray

and never to

return

- M@t@Maya ( © 25-03-2010)

69. THE TURQUOISE GREEN DREAM

Forever you and I

How beautiful it would be

but we both know that

this will forever be a dream

where our hearts will find love

where our souls will meet

and our lives shall be one

Forever you and I

Is just a wishful thinking

playing fantasies

in the garden of our minds

Wishes we know will

always be in their youth

never to be lived and realized

Forever you and I

in a world of our own

where no one can take away

our dreams and our roles

A secret hideaway

in a land of

turquoise green dreams

where there's just you and I

- M@t@Maya ( © 25-04-2009)

68. IF HE LEAVES ME

My life now hangs by a silver thread

from a cliff of dreams and hope and love

If he leaves me then that thread will break

And I shall crash all the way from above

My days are now like a calendar on the wall

Numbered, marked and remembered one by one

If he decides to leave me now I will fall

My dreams, my hope and my breath all gone

I cannot dream or imagine or even think

My life without him it makes me wanna cry

If he leaves me I'm no one, I am nothing

My thread of life will break and I will die

That is

if he leaves me

- M@t@Maya ( © 30-03-2009)

67. FOOTPRINTS ON MY HEART

That fine day you walked along the beach of my heart

and left your footprints along the lonely shore

I didn't think someone would come away this far

I traced your footsteps to find out if there's more

The footprints now keep becoming closer and closer

like someone there's been staggering along

I wondered what he'd be like, what he was after

Whose footprints were these, to whom do they belong

Against the colors of the setting sun there stood

A figure, a silhouette of a man looking afar

So still, so quiet, so lonely and out of touch

Like his eyes were fixed on the distant stars

Why had he trodden upon my lonely beach

Did he know that with every step he trod

He would leave his footprints forever engraved

deeply on my broken heart, please help me God

No matter how hard the waves'd crash

Upon my lonely beach of gold

His footprints would not be washed

They'll forever stay in my soul

Now he's chosen to leave my lonely shores

and walk away with no care or memories

But does he know that my heart's been touched

when he took a walk along my lonely beach

His footprints will forever stay

on the shores of my saddened heart

they'll be reminders of that day

even when we've grown far apart

Thank you for passing along

the desolate beach of my soul

leaving your footprints in a song

of a silent heart, I gave my all....

- M@t@Maya ( © 15-04-2009)

66. WINTER EMOTION

Oh...how I hate the memory

of the cold winter days

and bittersweet winter nights

Those were the painful days

when my life was at its worst

when my heart bled with heartbreak

when my soul was searching for answers

when my body was wrecked with hunger

when my mind was spinning with questions

Oh...I still can't come to terms

with myself when I recall those

cruel winter days

when no one seemed to understand

and no one seemed to care

Those lonely winter nights

of wanderings lost in the dark

crying tears that cut through my face

those were the time I had wished

that death would come easy

for at that time I was a broken person

lost like a ship in a storm

like a herd without its shepherd

Those were the nights I had the skies

as my roof, the hailstones

as my teardrops, the stars were

witnesses to my desperation

Those were the lowest moments

of my life and I wanna forget

the pain, the tears, the heartache

Winter shall never be my season

For I died momentarily on one

of those cold, wet lonely nights.......

- M@t@Maya ( © 25-04-2009)

65. FOR EONS I HAVE SEARCHED

My soul has travelled the universe in search

Of a Soul Mate to make my life complete

Travelled the suns and moons and planets

To look for love within a heart that'll bleed.....

A heart that'll bleed at the sight and thought of me

A heart that'll promise love infinite

Through thick and thin through rain or shine

For I have searched long and wide.......

For eons have I travelled in search

And eons more I will continue to look

Until my heart's desires are fulfilled

I must find him by hook or by crook.....

I will search and I will look in every nook and corner

Where are you my heart's desire, my soul's provider

My love unmatched, my mind's robber, my body's on fire

Unmasked yourself and show me who you are.....

- M@t@Maya (© 07-02-2009)

64. YOU....

You are in my thoughts each moment of the day

You are in my heart each beating that it makes

You are in my mind each passing of the hour

You are in my reverie each time I close my eyes

You are in my dreams each night that I fall asleep

You are in my breath each time I inhale

You are in my eyes in everything I see

You are in my lips with every word I utter..........

Who are YOU, that YOU are with me in everything I do?

You are YOU, and you know who YOU are

Why are YOU always with me

Because I let YOU be, because.............

I love YOU.

- M@t@Maya ( © 14022010)

63. THE WORLD UPON MY PALM

I almost had the world upon my palm

So close it was I could feel it’s warmth

I could smell it’s fresh sunny showers

Could almost kiss its meadow flowers

It was just another mile to go

Just another trek to follow

It was just one more day to stay

One more stage to act a play

But Arrogance came creeping in

Corrupted my soul with so much sin

Fired my desire for what weren’t mine

Made me question anything divine

For with Arrogance came Greed

Told me to get more than I need

Yet, with everything that I’ve had

Life still feels empty and sad

Because Life doesn’t belong to me

It’s a gift and privilege from The Almighty

How could I even think of having the world

I’m just one arrogant, unthinking greedy girl

One can never ‘almost have’ something

That was HIS from the very beginning……

- M@t@Maya (© 02-12-2011)

62. I KNEW YOU BEFORE I MET YOU (THE DIVINE PLAN)

Who am I to meddle with Divine plan

To have messed up the puzzle pieces

Hoping to create the plan of Man

Trying to play GOD in all His greatness?

To wage a war against the Heaven's force

Is like trying to move the Earth with my finger

If only I had listened to the cosmic whispers

This hellish fear would no longer linger

Who am I to scoff at Destiny

To have mocked and tempted Fate

Hoping to change what was meant to be

To fool the Angels at Heaven's Gate?

I knew I loved you even before I met you

But I chose to fight my way against the tide

I wouldn't let my Chart of Life be proven true

I neglected you, forced you away from my side

Now I am faced with the final moment

To make a decision of a lifetime

But without a heart I'm just a body of flesh

Incapable of giving love devoid of crime

Is it fair to the man who loves me

Be it at day or in the dark of the night

Won't it be wrong to accept him to my life

Just because the future seems so bright?

Someone...Help me...I am at a crossroad...

- M@t@Maya (© 13-07-2009)

61. THE EDEN EXPERIENCE RELIVED

The world seemed like Paradise

Seen from their longing eyes

The flickering colours of neon lights

Seemed to be stars twinkling bright

Two people in the sweetest embrace

Intoxicated in lovers’ daze

The sweet fragrance from their heat

Blown by the wind when bodies met

She stood apart and looked at him

In all his majestic manly frame

Her breath quickened at the sight she saw

She was speechless struck in awe

Then a little voice in her head

Told her to taste the apple red

It told her that she’d find the Truth

The sweetest feeling God put on Earth

She gave him a portion - a bite or two

This would seal their love anew

With renewed strength and wanton desires

They could no longer contain their fires

Their bodies moved in rhythmic dance

Full of love and lust in trance

Two humans who had found love

Now angered The One above

She sat huddled on the bed

Put her arms to hide her head

He reached out to hold her tight

Wanting to love her through the night

But she was ashamed of her nakedness

What had she done, would there be forgiveness?

And lovingly he said to her

“I don’t care…I’ll love you forever

Together we’ll go through thick and thin

Forgive us God for our mortal sin

We would trade our immortality

For a moment’s glimpse of eternity….”

- M@t@Maya (© 26-03-2009)

60. ANGEL EYES

As it was when the sun set at the end of a day

Like the darkness when the moon disappeared from the midnight sky

So had been my days without your love

I became a shore without the breaking waves

A tree without its leaves

A garden without its flowers

I was a wasteland dried up and cracking

For, when you left

You also took my laughter and

my smiles and all that’s left are tears

that flood my ‘Angel Eyes’

- M@t@Maya ( © 03-03-2101)

59. AN OPEN BOOK

No one else could feel me like you do 

Read me like an open book right through

Everyone else see me for what I'm not

Whereas you could see me for all I've got

Today I remembered you and cried hard

Pouring endless tears down my cheeks

Seeing your images in every place

Feeling hopelessness wherever I peek

I know you could feel my heart in pain

That you could hear even my whispers

As I could feel every beat of your heart

Even though its miles away and we're apart

You touched my life Oh so tenderly

In the briefest moment ever to be felt

Yet you leave this burden so heavily

I've been through tears, heartbreaking hell

I wish I could turn back the hands of time

And re-write a different chapter of love

And be aware of that love can be so blind

And seek the guidance from the God above

You told me that love is not a game

And that to you it's a sacred thing

But now game it is indeed love's name

You've made it worthless into nothing

I bet you're tickled right to the bones

Thinking you've succeeded in fooling me

But that's okay, may God forgive you

I will not forget you till eternity

Living one's life in complete denial

Is living a life of deceit and lies

Life's indeed tribulations and trial

Of guilt and sins and silent cries

I'll continue to love you more each day

Love you true and wish you happiness

I'll cherish your memories in every way

Until the world disappears into nothingness

- M@t@Maya (© 11-06-2009)

58. NEVER OURS

Dream........

It was mine to have and to hold

Love.......

It was mine to give and share

Promise.......

It was mine to make

Fear......

It was mine to feel

Future......

It was ours in our dreams

Life.....

It was ours to share

But now 

 these are mere fantasies

Fantasies too far-fetched to reach

Because they were never ours to start with

- M@t@Maya ( © 21-12-2010)

57. LIKE A CANDLE BURNING WATER

The familiar chill gripping the heart

Like a vice unyielding holding its captive

The tears welling up ready to flow

But were caught frozen like stalactites

The anger that's raging and burning inside

Waiting to break loose to raze like hell

But instead... it ends in a soft whimper

Like that of a puppy lost in a stormy night

It oozes an icy chill of a breezy winter

Only to light up like a candle burning water

This is the moment so dreaded so uninvited

When one receives the news of betrayal

When one finds out about a cheating heart

When one realizes she's been lied to

A feeling that gnawed right into the soul

An anger that could boil meal for a thousand

A wish for vengeance that would survive eonS

The moment when reasons take the backstage

Where irrationality reigns in sovereignty

Like the moment when the candle burns water

- M@t@Maya (© 22-05-2009)

56. ANGEL

He calls me his 'Angel'

Where he returns to each tiring day

Where he lays his head and takes a nap

Where he rests his heart, come what may

He calls me his 'Love'

To enshroud upon his tired body

To spread like cream over his skin

To savour and drink like wild honey

He calls me his 'Heart'

That beats non-stop to give him life

That holds his lifeblood like no other

Like a friend, a companion or even a wife

He calls me his 'Sugar'

That flavours his sepia days

Leaving lingering sweetness on his lips

Giving him strength in whatever ways

I thank God for this gift of a man

Who lets me share his world of care

Who loves me purely for who I am

And who promises me he'll always be there

- M@t@Maya (© 22-05-2009)

55. BORN OF PASSION'S FIRE

Did he seriously think that she would care?

That she would cry till all her tear runs dry

Did he imagine that she would sit and mourn?

Like there's no more moon and sun in the sky

Well, she doesn't...honestly doesn't give a damn

For she did not owe him anything at all

He is just another passing fancy without a name

Just someone to pass the time until the fall

Did he seriously think he could control her?

Keep her hands tied, make her wear chastity belt

He's just a nobody who thinks he can own her

Who's just dreaming about a life he'd never felt

She has warned them over and over again

To never judge a book by its look and cover

For looks and appearance can easily deceive

What's hidden between the pages and whatever

For beneath that soft and silky skin

Lies strong bones of steel and wire

And behind that lovely winning smile

Beats a courageous heart of stone and fire

A heart that's capable of breaking a man

When forced to compromise respect and dignity

A smile that can conquer an entire land

And drive a man to his feet to become crazy

So don't you dare to spell and dictate

What you believe is your master line

You're not gonna get her to participate

In your stupid game, for she ain't blind

For she's a paradox of hate and love

A creature born of the passion's fire

She can be soft and demure like a dove

Or sly and passionate with raging desire

Take my advice, be cautious and be careful

When you cross path with such a wonder

For you might lose your head like a fool

And you'd realise it when she's got you under!

- M@t@Maya (© 13-06-2009)

54. FREE ME UNSHACKLE ME

Please free me, unshackle me

Let me fly away to my land of dream

Stop torturing me by letting me

Hanging by my life's thread

I have had enough of you

And you should have enough of me

I have set you free long ago

So stop imprisoning my heart

I am through with our world

Which in fact is only your world

I want to live the rest of my days

With those who love me in all ways

You are too greedy wanting all of me

Yet there was never a time

That I could call yours and mine

Set me free for I'm no longer blind

Take away this chain you've put around me

Unlocked this shackle and let me walk free

Someone else is more deserving of me

Enough of you and your selfish menagerie

Free me...unshackle me.....

- M@t@Maya (© 13-07-2009)

53. VIVID DREAM

I could smell whiffs of his aftershave

My eyes still closed from the morning ray

And I stretched my hand to reach out for him

Only to find he was not there.....

But it all seems so vivid and so real

I could feel he was there lying next to me

I could sense he was looking upon my face

And I was basking in total glee.......

Then I could hear him whispering into my ears

Telling me that he was mine and I was his

I could feel his warm caress upon my breasts

And I was swathed in total bliss......

What could be more painful than to realize

That it was only a vivid dream

A dream that may not even materialize

Coz I many never even get to see him......

- M@t@Maya (© 19-03-2009)

52. AN OPEN LETTER TO DEAREST

Dearest...... 

Forgive me for the hurt that I have caused you

I did not do it on purpose to break your heart

But we've come from two different worlds

Two worlds that are just too far apart

I will always love you no matter where you are

No matter who you will be you will always be with me

For you have succeeded in capturing this little heart

Even if you only dwell in my soul and live in my memory

Dearest......

I may just remain empty for the rest of my life

'Cos I know that my heart is now in your hand

Forgive me for I can’t be your loving and devoted wife

I’ll leave you alone – Be strong for you are a good man

Please don't give up on love though I have to go

Because you deserve so much loving from someone new

Someone who will live to give you much more

Someone who can live forever with you

Dearest.......

Please do not be sad, please do not weep

For our love is just like the rose tree

It has too many thorns that prick our hearts

Many obstacles that keep you away from me

Will you say 'goodbye' to me and close this chapter

Of our love story, let it be forgotten soon

Will you promise me to be happy, to be strong

I will be your Sun by day, and at night I'll be your Moon.

- M@t@Maya (© 08-02-2009)

51. DON'T !!

DON'T!!

Don't be sad when I can't let you

be a part of my life for it was never

meant to be.....

Don't give up on life when I shut you

away from the door to my heart for my heart

isn't with me.....

Don't shed a tear when I return your love

for your love deserve a better home and I

am not the one.....

Don't waste your words trying so hard

to talk me into receiving your sacred love

that deserves a holy sanctuary....

Don't ever regret what's not meant

to be for you should live and love someone

who loves you in return....

Don't turn back to watch me weep

over a love that's never mine

Go and look elsewhere.....

Don't be afraid of venturing again

even though your heart has been broken

Let it heal and love again....

Don't close your heart to a love

anew for you are still young and should

learn to live on....

Don't ever ever give up on your love

You are the best friend I have ever had

Let us remain so.....

- M@t@Maya (© 26-01-2009)

50. I NEED YOU TONIGHT

The loneliness I have to go through tonight

The longing I have for you to be near me

I am barely getting by till tomorrow's day light

Because I want you and I need you so badly

I can't imagine this life without you

I can't imagine waking up tomorrow

If you are not there I know I can't do

I can pull through because I need you

Wonder if you could feel what I'm going through

If your mind's held captive by this too

If your heart is feeling mine blue

Because, for me, I really really need you

I never thought I would feel this way

I never knew that love is such a pain

I needed you then, I need you now, everyday

I don't mind going through this pain again

I love you and I need you tonight

but do you need me and love me, too?

I don't know if you feel this is right

All I know is I love you and I need you

- M@t@Maya (© 08-04-2009)

49. IF I COULD

If I could spin threads of dreams

and weave a cloth of heavens

I would embroider pictures of the stars

and the moon singing angels‘ songs

I would present it to you

To shroud it upon your shoulders

To keep you safe and warm

To shield you from all harm

If I could build a bridge of love

Of cotton candies and rainbow beads

I would build it for you to cross

Over to reach me so that you heal

My longing heart and bring me joy

And in return I make you the happiest

Man in the whole world and galaxy

And I'll be yours until eternity

If I could undo this brocade of life

I would first of all free myself

From all that's tying me down

And I would set myself free

So that I can fly away on eagle's wing

And reach up to the highest heaven

Tied up to you by silver string

Never alone again; free from this longing

If I could return to the beginning of time

And re-write the story of love

I would begin with just me and you

Living the first days in paradise

Listening to the angels' harp

Enjoying every moment living wise

Then I would not have to choose

Between what is good and what to lose

But this is only 'If'.....

And if only things were different then…..

- M@t@Maya (© 03-04-2009)

48. WILL YOU?

Will you leave me

with a broken heart

now that I love

You with all of me?

Will you go away

and leave me

to wipe my tears

when I've given my all?

Will you forget me

once you find

success and fame

and I would just die?

Will you stop

calling my name

when you've found

a new love?

Will you no longer

dream of being

with me when

you're awake?

If you will

Then let me go now

when I can still

love you somehow 

- M@t@Maya (© 31-03-2009)

47. I COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU

If you don't walk away from me now

Would you be willing to accept me through

And be prepared to be loved by me somehow

because I could fall in love with you

If you don't want to share your life

with me, then you should let me leave you

and be on my way to live my life

because I could fall in love with you

If you don't find any peace within your heart

each time you are with me and I am loving you

You should tell me to stay away from you

because I could fall in love with you

If you don't care for me more than ever

then you should close the door to your heart

and let me stay on the outside

because I could fall in love with you

But if you find in your heart enough love

to share with me till our lives are through

then take me close to you and let me prove

to you that I am falling in love with you

- M@t@Maya (© 08-04-2009)

46. YOU AND ME - AN IMPOSSIBILITY

As long as the Sun still rises in the east

As long as the fishes do not fly in the sky

As long as the Moon still stay in orbit

You and Me will forever be an impossibility

As long as the matchstick doesn’t burn water

As long as the waves still comes from the sea

As long as the World hasn’t stop revolving

You and Me will forever be an impossibility

- M@t@Maya (© 28-05-2010)

45. A ROSE

Here’s the Rose Of My Heart

I present to you my love

Promise me you’ll take care

That you’ll cherish and love

Here’s the Rose Of My Mind

I send to you my dearest

Promise me you’ll hold it

That you’ll be mine always

Here’s the Rose of My Body

I permit you to have and hold

Promise me you’ll be true

Loving me until we grow old

Here’s the Rose of My Soul

I grow in your Garden of Love

Guard it like you care for gold

For I am yours, no one above.

- M@t@Maya (© 01-05-2010)

44. LIKE A BIRD IN A CAGE

I am like bird in a cage

Feeling the breeze kissing my brow

Watching the Sun chasing the Moon

Hearing the waves crushing the shore

I am like trophy on the shelf

Admired and adored but there I stay

Till the dusts do come

Then they hide me away

I am like an antique timepiece

Ticking away in some jewel box

So prized but locked away

No one could see the beautiful Me

Come and save me, set me Free….

- M@t@Maya (© 28-05-2010)

43. DON'T CRY ANYMORE (FOR CRISSIE)

Don’t cry any more, dry your tears

For he has long been gone with the winds 

He has closed the door of your Heart 

When he walked out on you, but you’ve 

Got to let the Sun in and keep you warm 

He’s not worth your golden tears, so let go

Someone else is waiting at your Heart’s Door 

Say Goodbye to him forever and live your life 

Like you’ve just been born and awaiting new Love 

Dry your eyes and let them shine, and show 

The World that you are Beautiful inside out 

- M@t@Maya (© 28-05-2010)

42. TIMELESS

Somewhere in the garden of my heart

You and I are together embracing

love that is as old as time

For you are the one true love

Of mine, my Secret Love

In that garden I could have you

in my arms alone and I could

breathe my life and love

right into you for we share

more than just love

We share the world

share the life

For only in that garden

I can surrender myself to you

my heart, mind, body and soul

For I have not falter in my love

for you and I will hold you

close to my heart

until my arms have grown cold

You know that I love you

and care for you

until there is nothing left

and that my love for you

is TIMELESS......

- M@t@Maya (© 23-06-2009)

41. REQUIEM FOR LOVE

Taking a walk along the waterfront

Watching the moon glowing in the sky

Bringing a bagful of memories

Of those times you made me cry

I close me eyes and reach out for the winds

Holding my breath as I say my prayer

A requiem for a friendship that has died

For a love that's gone now and forever

In a wink of an eye I'm on the moon's bosom

Swinging gently against the breeze

Throwing away pieces of memories of you

Though reluctant I have to do this

For now I'm stepping into a new world

Over the threshold of love and commitment

To be the woman, no longer a girl

And honour a promise of love to a gentleman

I wish you luck, love and happiness

And hope you'll find a soul mate to marry

Who'll love you the way that I once did

When I had you in my heart, inside of me

I was found by a man who promises to love me

For a thousand reasons that mean everything

And his love for me transcends all boundaries

But well kept within a lovely golden ring

Goodbye My Love, Goodbye to your memory

Even though it hurts to lose myself

That once was you as you were once me

For the time has come for us to be free

If we should meet somewhere sometime

The choice is yours to greet me or not

You may get me completely out of your mind

Or you could remember me from time to time

- M@t@Maya (© 01-07-2009)

40. LOVING YOU IS SO PAINFUL

Loving you brings so much pain

The pain of not being able to kiss you

The pain of not being able to touch you

The pain of not being able to lay with you

The pain of not being able to put my arms around you

The pain of not being able to run my fingers through your hair....

Loving you brings so much tears

Tears of anger when you keep your silence

Tears of joy when you tell me that you love me

Tears of loneliness when I think of you not with me

Tears of frustration when you tell me to hang on there

Tears of hope for a dream that will probably never come true....

Loving you brings so much fear

Fear that I might lose control of my life

Fear that I would lose this sanity over you

Fear that I can no longer make this sacrifice

Fear that you might be not there any more for me

Fear that you finally choose to let me go...........

And because loving you is so painful

I think that 'Goodbye' is the only way to go

But even 'Goodbye' is so hard to bid

Because I simply love you so.....

So much.

- M@t@Maya (© 29-12-2008)

39. A ROSE FOR WALLY

If I could touch Wally's face with a single hair

Let it caress his gentle heart in wisp of air

I wonder if he'll feel the whispering breeze

from these lips with a single kiss

but who am I to tempt the man

who's only a dream

in a faraway land

For now all I can give

is

A Rose for Wally.

- M@t@Maya ♥ (© 18-03-2009))

38. FALLING HEARTS

If our hearts are made of gold

There would be no more heartbreak

Nor would there be wasted tears

Or forsaken love, and homes wrecked

If I had had many hearts in this life

They would have fallen like autumn leaves

Each time the wind of love would blow

One by one they fell causing great grieve

No wonder GOD gives us each one heart

With which to love, to hate and to forgive

And even when we are so far apart

In our hearts our loved ones forever live

I have this little heart inside of me

My treasure box, my sanctuary

Even when it dies my love will be

Living in yours for eternity

- M@t@Maya  (© 16-03-2011)

37. EMPTY

Like a red rose,

I stood out in the crowd.

And like a rose, 

I was beautiful.

Like a rose, 

I beckoned.

Like a rose, 

I was loved.

Like a rose in full bloom, 

I was alluring.

Like a red red rose, 

I was mysterious.

But like a single rose, 

I was lonely.

And especially so, 

because you weren't there.

And in the midst 

of the fireworks 

and noisy parade,

Doha was cold, 

lonely and empty for me.

Cold.....

Lonely.....

and 

Empty.....

Because

you weren't there.......

- M@t@Maya (© 19-12-2010)