59. AN OPEN BOOK

No one else could feel me like you do 

Read me like an open book right through

Everyone else see me for what I'm not

Whereas you could see me for all I've got

Today I remembered you and cried hard

Pouring endless tears down my cheeks

Seeing your images in every place

Feeling hopelessness wherever I peek

I know you could feel my heart in pain

That you could hear even my whispers

As I could feel every beat of your heart

Even though its miles away and we're apart

You touched my life Oh so tenderly

In the briefest moment ever to be felt

Yet you leave this burden so heavily

I've been through tears, heartbreaking hell

I wish I could turn back the hands of time

And re-write a different chapter of love

And be aware of that love can be so blind

And seek the guidance from the God above

You told me that love is not a game

And that to you it's a sacred thing

But now game it is indeed love's name

You've made it worthless into nothing

I bet you're tickled right to the bones

Thinking you've succeeded in fooling me

But that's okay, may God forgive you

I will not forget you till eternity

Living one's life in complete denial

Is living a life of deceit and lies

Life's indeed tribulations and trial

Of guilt and sins and silent cries

I'll continue to love you more each day

Love you true and wish you happiness

I'll cherish your memories in every way

Until the world disappears into nothingness

- M@t@Maya (© 11-06-2009)