'M@T@MAYA'

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"Many a night I saw the Pleiades, Rising through the mellow shade." - Tennyson

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

23. THE WORLD OF BROKEN MEN AND WOMEN



As I walked along the beach in my mind once more
Old thoughts and memories came back to haunt me
The familiar heartache felt too painful to bear
The sense of hopelessness bore down on my knees
I hate this familiar world in which I once lived
When my heart was wrecked in a storm of broken vows
It was a world where the sky mourned in deep violet
And the rippling sea yielded its emerald jealousy
This was a world where I felt the air was thick
With salty tears from broken hearted people
Crying their eyes out till their tears run dry
Where the sandy beach was blushing with anger
At those heartless folks who had wounded people
Like me, who had given up everything we had
For the love of someone we thought would stay by us
Till the days are out numbered by eternity
This was a world of complete silence and loneliness
A world where broken vows and broken dreams replaced
The leaves and the flowers, the fleeting butterflies
A world where the sun sets in the east and two moons
Chased each other across the deep violet skies
This is the world of broken men and broken women
Who had been cheated and mistreated by those
Who came along or just passing by to peddle their
Hearts upon their sleeves.............


- M@t@Maya (© 19-04-2009)

22. GO!



You came and took my heart with you
Months later, you broke it in two
You came back and begged to have it once more
But, alas, things weren’t like they were before

Did you think you have the sole right to hurt
To crush and trample my heart on the dirt?
You think you could walk in and out of my life
Like I’m some dumb and desperate wife?

I don’t need your insults and pretense
I don’t want your arrogance and absence
I don’t worship the ground that you walk
Nor do I admire your stupid nonsensical talk

Go!! Stay away from me or just disappear
I don’t want to see you anywhere near
I loathe the very sight of you
I wish I had never ever knew


- M@t@Maya (© 29-09-2010)

21. SOMETIMES I WISH



Touching you, reaching out to you
Holding on to you, hugging you
Watching you, teasing you
Seducing you, tasting
you are all that I
so wanna do

Listening to you and hearing you
Caring for you, grooming you
Believing in you and being
with you, comfort you
Telling you that I
love you so

This is my wish, my only wish
And if I could have just
one moment of this
life time to be
with you, I
am done


- M@t@Maya (© 11-04-2009)

20. SET MY HEART FREE



Set my heart free if you no longer love me
and let me fly away to a distant place
where I will not see you and remember you
so that you can begin your life anew.

Set my mind free if you no longer need me
and let me spend the rest of my days
thinking and reminiscing about good times
and heal my broken heart in so many ways.

Set my body free if you no longer desire me
and let me live my life the way I lived before
A life of quiescence free from you and grief
Now that you don't care for me anymore.

Set my spirit free if you no longer want me
by your side and let me wander in the space
as a free soul looking for a star to be my home
where I can wash away the memory of your face.

Set me free if you no longer love me.........


- M@t@Maya (© 23-04-2009)

19. FOR BABY



Dear Baby (that's how I've always called you...)
I will always be your friend
To be there for you
In time of pain
In time of loneliness
In time of desperation
In time of fear
In time of anger
In time of tears
In time of laughter
In time of sleeplessness
In time of hunger
In time of hardship
In time of tiredness
I will always be your friend
To be there for you
To heal your broken heart
To heal your bruised ego
To cure your malady
To make right whatever is wrong
To pray for your well being
To wish for your happiness
To lend you shoulder to lean on
To provide you laps to lie upon
To give you strength to go on
To listen to your happy and sad words
To be everything you need me to be........


- M@t@Maya (©20-02-2009)

18. FIREFLY


A firefly fleeting nearby
Lighting the silent and cold night
Will-o-the-wisps elusive like a spy
Fireworks of the fairy folks they light

That’s what you are to me
A flickering light in my darkest night
A warm comfort in my solitude
A distance star forever bright

And like that star you’re out of reach
Like the moon with halo of gold
Like the firefly forever elusive
A jewel of the night, you’re never mine to hold

You are so far yet you are so near
So close to hear but too distant to touch
You will remain in my heart forever
I don’t just love you….I love you very much


- M@t@Maya (© 07-05-2010)

17. IRRECONCILIBLE

YOU and ME
We’re
TOO different
We’re
beyond help
There’s just
No Way
No Hope
No More
We’re
completely
irreconcilable
We’re
FINISHED!

- M@t@Maya (© 17-01-2011)

16. SILENT CRY



Drop by drop

her tears fall

No color, no sound

In the dark empty room

A Heart broke

A Hope lost

A Dream died

For words remain words

Promises remain promises

And Love should

have been

beautiful

If only it had

been reciprocated

A SILENT CRY

followed

a silent sigh......


- M@t@Maya (© 17-01-2011)

15. CANDLE OF LOVE



One beautiful day last spring
You lit up a candle of love
In the deepest chamber of my heart
Away from the breeze up above
A candle of love still burning bright
Bathing walls of glowing gold
My heart so content feeling so right
Warmed by your light so bright and bold

Please don’t blow off the flickering flame
Let it light up my longing heart
A candle of love in my darkest night
Since you decided to stay apart
A candle of love it brings me hope
Its light burns brighter than the sun
Just let me continue to have its flame
Until the day my life is done


- M@t@Maya (© 21-06-2010)

14. ALONE AGAIN....



LOVE is so FRAGILE....
fragile as the snow flake that falls and gets caught upon a frozen leaf....
one touch, it's gone...

Love is as whimsical as the night breeze....
a soft and silent blow….
as silky thread falling upon a maiden's cheek...

Love was not meant to last for me....
just like a night of full moon....
gone as the sun rises...

Love was fickle....
just like a child presented with many candies....
keeps changing his mind about which one to take...

Love is like a dying swan that has been wounded upon it's chest....
so lost in the pain….
that it feels no fear of death...

LOVE comes…and LOVE goes....
and there you go, too, leaving me with a heart ….
that no longer believes in LOVE...

Alone again......


- M@t@Maya (© 04-01-2011)

13. BENEATH THE GOLDEN SKIES OF KYOTO

That walk along among the maple trees
with red and golden leaves
shall be a memory of our love
that late September day
beneath the golden skies of Kyoto

The sound of the leaves crushing
beneath our feet as we walked
holding hands and swearing love
till the sun gave way to the moon
beneath the golden skies of Kyoto

Your suave looks and dashing smile
melted me until I dropped
upon my knees on the forest floor
dying to feel your tender kisses
beneath the golden skies of Kyoto

I will forever remember you
my charming prince of the Rising Sun
How you held me close to you
that breezy autumn afternoon
beneath the golden skies of Kyoto

But I had to leave you my dearest one
I had to go where I should be
It broke my heart to let you go
and leave this land I once called mine
beneath the golden skies of Kyoto

Sayonara Sayonara Takashima-san
Aishiteru my love Aishiteru
You taught me to love like no other
For here we met and said our first hello
beneath the golden skies of Kyoto


- M@t@Maya (© 24-03-2009)

12. SAHARA MOON

Somewhere
Out there
Amidst the desert dunes
Beneath the Sahara Moon...

Come to me
Touch me now
Let me see
Tell me how....

Stay by me
Search my soul
Hold me tight
Bare my all....

Say sweet words
Caress my skin
Fly me away
Through thick and thin.....

Light up my fires
Savour my mind
Prime my desires
Love ain't so blind.....

Bring me up high
Ride on the breeze
Up till the sky
Give me your kiss.....

Love me tonight
Beneath the clouds
Hold me so tight
Scream out aloud.....

Love me, want me
Bound me.... my soul
Please me, fill me
Tie me....my all

Make it happen soon
Beneath the Sahara Moon.....


- M@t@Maya (© 24-03-2009)

11. MY HEART.....



My heart is a special place
where I hide my love for you
where I bask in your sunshine
where I breathe your morning air
where I taste the sweetest wine
where I savour my first kiss
where I have you to love and to hold
where I am yours alone and you are mine
where I got lost in your embrace
where I fly to the greatest heights
where I am the master of the universe
So you see my heart is my world
And now my HEART belongs to YOU.......


- M@t@Maya (© 21-03-2009)