Today I come to a realization
that no matter what I do,
it will not change the circumstances
concerning our relationship.
You keep asking for more,
not thinking once how I feel.
You tell me that you love me,
that you need me.
But you only remember me
and come to me
only when you need me.
I keep yielding to your whims and fancies,
and in the process
I keep hurting myself,
burdening myself with anger,
pain and sorrow.
I can no longer allow myself to be used by anyone,
not even by you, whom I have chosen to love.
So, starting today
I am picking up the pieces of what
will become tomorrow's memories,
and although they have been
carved, etched, ingrained, imprinted
on to the
Epitaph Of My Love
I will bury this stone epitaph deep in my heart,
where no one can touch it,
and time will help me to forget it's existence.
So, even though I have chosen to love you forever,
I will forget you when the
Sands Of Time
have covered the memories of you,
and buried them forever
in my past.........
- M@t@Maya (©17-03-2009)
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